Thursday, December 24, 2009

untuk kamoo yg bnama sahabat dan teman...





Erm ni actually komen yg dapat kat tagged...


mmg ta bez cgt tp...

ia bg impak besar...

n u noe what??

kindda touching somehow...


"Haritu kite jalan sekali, bez kan jalan sambel bgurau..
Tp lg bez bile awak kasi adiah tu...
tu lar adiah paling saye tak boley lupe..
Senyoman manis awak...
Esok2 bile saye xley jalan, saye nak awak iringi saye...
mase nie saye dah xboley nak pggl awak mcm slalo...
tapi...
awak yg kena datang...
Mase nie gak saya nak adiah lg...
tapi...
saye dah taknak senyuman awak tu...
Saye nak Al-Fatihah..
Awak bacekan tuk saye ek...
sbb saye dah xboley bace sdiri...
Pastu...
bile ader owg letak saye bawah papan...
awak jgn nanges @ cari say taw!!!
sbb saye dah xboley tegur awak...
Janji ek!!!
Frenship poeber.. (^_~)"




dunno la whthr ia bg kesan kat owng len ta..


but 4 me...


its soooo sweet...

lol~ krdit 2 da prson dat gve me this...



IEmA SyG kAMooo....

>jaja

>afi

>ayuk

>cruz

>tiqa

>ejul

>nanad

>buzz

>faie

>nana

>anis

>nani

>intan

>ezul haziq

>mimi

>ketty

>nad

>amir

>ayie

>shatiqa

>aimi

>ain

>piqa

>nanoi

p/s : soi namew ta ikowt susunan... but i love u all...ahaksz...



Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Oh Allah da most gracious da most merciful..

i dun even noe wht i feel rite now...

im sure 100% dat he'll b angry n dissapoint wif me...

true..i love him...

love him dis much but im tired...

lathergic of tooo many question to be answered...

why?? dun u satisfy wen i said da only answer dat u need only " I LOVE YOU!!"...

n den all da ques n doubt will surely vanish...

i feel like crying n wanna tell you plez ohh plez believe me...

im begging you...

u're kind... kind enough for a person like me..

i'm nothing...

Oh Allah Da Most Gracious Da Most Merciful...

give me strength, give me forbearance, and plez guide me...

i juz wan da bez for both of us...

if im nope da 1 for him i juz hope he'll meet some1 else dat cn make him smile all da tyme... someone dat is quick-witted, humdinger, beautiful, charming, someone dat can bright up his life...

im sorry if ive alwaysz dspoint n hurt u... mke u feel inconsolable...

juz hope u'll be happy...forever...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

~sedeyh~


entala ari nieyh asew sdeyh gler...



ta taw nk gtaw saper....



gtaw my fwen?? my rummates?? my pamly???



ta pewla hal kecik jep....



yestrday i juz wanna play around...



tp ta sgke yg tbe2 kne mara...



im really sorry....



maaf yep...



asifu....



toipuchea....



maaf sbb ta rti nk jga hti awak!!!



sy nk ckp maaf dpn2 tp sy tkt awk akn ckp "awak asyk mta maaf tp pas2 wat lg!"



sy nk britaw awk byk benda tp tbe2 awk matikan talian



sy nk ckp sy syg awk tp wak2 2 awk tgh mara2



sy nk ckp sy men game sbb nk rse cmne awk rse ble men game tp sy tlupa awk penat



sy diam stiyap kali jmpa awk sbb pd sy, bila lhat wajah awk... sy sungguh bsyukur



sy menangis bkn sbb sy bnci awk tp sbb sy btrima ksih krna dptmukan dgn org sprti awk



sy malu bila awk bca luahan hti sy bkn sbb sy malu dgn awk tp sbb sy malu sy ta pndai mnulis ataw mgrang puisi utk awk



sy ckp sy benci awk tp dlm hati sy kasih pd awk ta kan pernah beubah



sy bt muka masam bukan sbb meluat tgk awk tp sbb sy sedeyh sy ta pnh mampu puaskan hti awk



sy ta pjuk awk bila awk mara, mrajuk n ngis bkn sbb sy ta syg awk tp sbb hati sy turut mnangis lihat awk mrana sbb sy



sy malu nk duduk sblh awk bkn sbb sy malu tp sbb sy ta layak utk awk



sy tersenyum bila awk pji sy bkn sbb sy bangga tp sbb senyuman ini adalah 1stunya hdiah yg mmpu sy brikan pd awk



sy ta mmpu berjanji apa2 dgn awk bkn sbb ta syg awk tp sbb sy ta maw awk kcwa dgn sy lagi



sy tunduk bila awk mara bkn sbb awk hina tp sbb ta maw awk lihat air mta sy



sy ta ckp sy cinta, syg ataw rindu awk bkn sbb sy ada yg len tp sbb hati sy bnar2 perlu awk dn hti sy ta mgkin mnipu perasaan sy thadap awk



sy sring senyap bila awk persoalkan apa pgrbanan yg pnh sy buat bkn sbb sy ta pnh bkrbn tp sbb hti awk lbih mulia dr sy



sy cbit bla awk puji yg lain bkn sbb sy cmbru tp sbb sy gmbra lihat awk skrg mmpu bguraw senda



sy ta ckp sy risaw bila awk sakit bkn sbb sy ta ambl brat tp sbb sy pcya jnji awk utk bsama sy




sy off phone bkn sbb sy nk lrikan dri dr awk tp sbb sy sdeyh sy ta mmpu wat awk bhgia






Wednesday, December 2, 2009

i love her ~


hehehhehehe

tralalallalala

im really epi 2day...

she's my all argh hehehehe


ops...mmgla adew yg t.istmwa yg len....


but jaja..

u will alwysz in my mind...


u re da star dat mke da sky wnderful...


u re da sun dat shine my day....


u re da snickers dat i love....

u re da air dat i breathe....


u re da tree dat clour da earth....

u re da clorful rainbow dat mke others smile....

i wanna say dat u re evrytin 4 me...


but im sorry coz i really cant dscribe how u mean 2 me...

sorry coz sumtyme im nope there 4 u...


but i wan u 2 noe...

im da tears dat cme out from ur eyes....

im da smile dat mke others love u....


aicehceh...


wahahahahaha...


tengsz jaja....


ur so sweet baby!!!


tengsz 4 all...


hope our friendship wil last 4 eva...


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

new sem...













wahahahaha nieyh new sem kat uitm...

skunk da ta samew kelasz..

altgh a bit sad... yekew??
very sad i guess....

tp kengkwn baru okieyh gaksz...

one ting 4 sure...
wlau ngn cre apew skalipn dgaan yg dtg pd kmi...
tp insyaAllah...i pomish...

my fwenship will alwysz las 4 a life tyme..

da malasz nk pk sal bnde2 yg ta pnting....

huhuhuhuhu...

skunk kat kelasz im wif kushie...

op course la i mish my jaja...
ngn tiqa yg cmel...

nanad yg pndai...

faie yg mmhmi...

buzz ngn blur...

ardry suke sakat owng...
anip yg suke senyum...

aiman yg smkin smart skunk... biasewla sdre sapew...hahahhaha

linda long man...

mail yg slaloo mmbntu...

fauzan grammar...

sara yg hpning...

doi n pidot yg nmpk samew jer...

bella yg mcm miss nisa...

wati yg ayu...

frankie clszrp kelaz...

alin yg jd pjaan rmai...

kushie yg skunk ngn amirrrr hehhehehe...

hakim wif his korean look...

ngn yg len2 gaksx...

huhuhuhu surely kowng kan tetap bersemadi dlm hati iema hehhehehehe...

urgh...tp skunk kelaz bru so ive 2 turn a new leaf la...

kwn2 sumew okieyh...

hehehhehehe....

still hpning cm dlu....

nieyh iema adew sertakan pic kengkwn baru hehehehhe...
tp yg len nyer skunk kenew btol2 da ta dew istlah nk men2 agy...
or else i couldnt bcme a lectrr argh...
hukhukhuk...
herm...n dis year pljrn nmpk cm mnarik jr...
hehehhehe intrsting kn??
tralalalalala....
d'(+) ngn rummate yg shti n sjiwa ngn driku hahhahaha...
n ta lupew si die wahahahaha...
myb skunk blowm r jd hak milik...
tp insyaAllah 1 msa nanti...
overall im happy now...
ps: utk anda yg hdir dmasa lmpau...tengsz kayh!! tanpa anda mybe i ta blaja mnghrgai org cmgini...hukhukhuk n i hope dat u all hpy 2... ~tralalalala~




















Saturday, November 7, 2009

wht it feels like when u love sum1??


im sorry coz ive neva appreciate u b4..


i keep searching 4 true love wtout noeing that true love is juz in front of me..


i keep searching 4 my pwince charming 2 appear wtout noeing tht u re da real pwince..
i keep saying dat i need sum1 who is humdinger, quick-witted, hndsme and can make me feel as happy as a queen wtout noeing u re da perfect adamite..



im sorry coz ive neva realized that u re my evryting...


i alwaysz ignore my feeling 2wrds u..


wen u go on without me..


without our memories 2gther...


i feel like dying...



im sorry coz ive neva say how much u mean 2 me...


after i realized tht ive already losing u..


my worls seems 2 turn up-side-down...



i wan u 2 noe..


u re apple of my eyes


u re 1 in da million


u re da air tht i breathe


u re da water dat i use in my daily life


u re da tear dat cme out from my eyes


u re da sweet voice dat cme out from my mouth


u re da gorgeous smile dat makes my face look gorgeous.. (is it??...wndring) ~lol~


u re evryting dat i wanted



when u re gone...


ive realized da exct meaning of love..


it is not about money nor da way dey look..


but its about a feeling which is indescribable n undeniable dat could hpn anytyme n anywhre...



if ive chance 2 fix da past..


i would never ever nglet u...
coz now i noe how much u mean 2 me...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

im fine now...


herm...


watcha feel when da people in ur past came back 2 u??


hate 2 say but i hate it vewy much....


i juz wanna say let bygone bygone...


u dun ev 2 come n tell wateva u feel coz i dun wanna rmember watcha do 2wards me..


sob3...


hope that dey will dspear from my life coz i dun wanna hurt or being hurt by them over again...


Sunday, August 30, 2009

Tagged - My Profile

Tagged - My Profile: "kenapa mengharapkan cinta sdgkan kau tahu kau kan terluka??
kenapa mengharapkan rindu sdgkan kau tahu kau kan tersiksa??
kenapa mengharapkan kasih sedgkan kau tahu kau kan binasa??

persoalan yg tiap hari ku renung dari semasa ke semasa...
x pernah ada jawapan yg muncul..

maafkan aku kerna xmenghargaimu...
maafkan aku kerna xpedulikanmu..
maafkan aku kerna membohongimu..
maafkan aku kerna segala yg kulakukan hanyalah untukmu..

jgn pernah tanya mengapa..
jgn pernah minta jwpnnya..
kerna aku tahu kan ada yg terbaik untukmu..

terima kasih tuk segalanya..
terima kasih tuk cinta...
terima kasih tuk rindu...
dan.......
terima kasih mngajarku erti sbuah pngorbanan..."

Saturday, August 29, 2009

confused~


everything seems to be hard n confusing...

i kept asking myself why.....wht happening to me....

why my heart pounding rite now??

who i love rite now???

what gonna happened to me???



i dunno wht happened to me...

Ya Allah...

plez give me strength and calmness...



i hope sum1 will undrstnd wht i feel rite now...

when people around u dspear n some might even look at u like u r their enemy..

when u smile n people around u just stare without smiling back 2 u...

when u try to make others happy but others didnt care bout ur feeling..


oh my....

i need u Ya Allah...